Manifest

Each day I face anxieties of where I am, where I'm not, where I could be. Gabrielle Bernstein's book, The Universe Has Your Back asks, "What do you want to see?" I can manifest what I see in my ideal by writing it, telling it, doing it. I am writing the utopia I see:

California, where my heart feels at home.

I uncovered what I saw for myself in a short prose i wrote. I almost dropped to my knees when I realized what I wrote came true. I made it home in 2017.

I find comfort in being alone and reject feelings of loneliness. Colors of purple, grey. Music playing any time of the day to keep my soul dancing and heart singing. A library of books lining the walls. The sound of birds as an alarm each morning. The sunrise says hello first. The galaxy winks from above - mother moon says goodnight.

I must remind myself not to fuss about where the physical body is not, but manifest where the spiritual body already lives.

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"I’m going to write a poem about running away one day. It’s going to be for that special day, when I can afford a plane ride to California or a cab to the city until I find a nice place. It’s going to be a topic I’m going to save. When I write that poem, is when I will be gone and I will be happy." - poetryandlettersxoh-blog